it’s like i’m overly tired, but i’m wide awake..
it’s like 2:35 in the morning on my end.
and no one is awake to talk to me.
or is online. it’s morning for some of my friends.
like the ones i only know online….
feeling kinda isolated.
maybe i’ll go make a drink for myself.
koolaid sounds yummeh right now…
but wait we have no koolaid.

let me look at the bright side…
at least i got to page 55 of the birth of venus
it’s a pretty good book.
the way the writer describes the paintings….
you can see them in your mind.
go read it and enjoy.

i have no clue what i’ll do tomorrow..
or should say today?
but all i know is that i’ll be sleeping a lot
and most likely reading.
definetly reading.

on another note,
i have yet to apply for college
or get a job
it’s been a year since i’ve been in school.
my gap year has been sooo refreshing.
i’m all relaxed and ready to go back now.
i feel like i didn’t read enough.
so that’s probably what i’ll do when i get my id.
well that and a library card.
and i’ll start college in the fall.
so that gives me another summer to relax with.
life is great, albeit a bit tiresome.

goodnight my lovelys
lola