i’ve had a headache for about 3 days now.this is beginning to get on my nerves…. good thing i’m on break. other wise i’d be pissed. so no work is waiting for me now. hee hee. recently i’ve been reading beauty pop, an awesome manga about this girl who’s a really really really good hair stylist, but she’s really nonchalant about it. like me and my life right now. i know i want to be a teacher, but i love doing hair and makeup and massages(giving not getting.random ppl touching me is not my cuppa tea ^^;) speaking of tea, i have a variety pack. yay =v=. but i also have to go to the bathroom 3x as much. which, frankly sucks. anyways i was thinking of being a beautician on the side or during the summer or something. i don’t know it seems silly to me. ^^; my fam thinks it’s totally dumb because they think it’s stupid for me to go to school for that and want to be a teacher. but que sera sera i’ll do whatever my heart tells me.

on another note, i’ve been listening to ouran host clubost, kororo library ost and clazziquai’s love child of the century on repeat. it’s really relaxing. also i’ve been listening to suju and their voices have been making me cry. so i didn’t listen to them for the past 2 days. you see when i get i get emotional and cry at everything. and then i eat pickles, chips and jelly. and drink non drinkable yogurt with a straw. it’s all very strange. i hate being sick. i’m probably going to cry again when i watch suju’s movie. which i haven’t seen in awhile. off to get more tissues. =_= and tea.

also i’ve been having strange dreams that all the members of suju are attacking me. i’ve woken up in my bathroom, my closet, and my back yard. what does it mean?? on second thought i won’t watch the movie, i’ll go read or sleep. i hate being sick.>0<wahhhhh!!!!